LeFuax

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Well fuck. I always thought with your twisted smile, Your messy hairy, You charismatic laugh. I always thought you were my killer. "... viciously attacked in the shower area..." But I guess you changed. I always thought it wasn't something to be prepared to hear. "... He's gone, kid ..." But I guess I should have been. I always thought I'd get back at you, myself. "... this Mongrel heard about you and him ..." But I guess everyone who knows feels the same. I always thought it would be a great feeling. "... For all the shit he put you through, everyone'll miss him ..." But I guess I still can't make my mind up on you. I always

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What scares me most is that everyone thinks I've changed once they see my smile, But when they meet my eyes I'm still cold and dead. Its wet. Its very wet. My clothes are sticking to my skin, but I don't really care. It scares me because that kind of scarring and abuse is so completely hidden by my smile, Yet still contrastingly clear in these silver eyes of mine. It cold. Its very cold. My breath is visible against your dark clothing, but I don't really care. It scares me because for all the abuse and pain, you are the one who made me smile, More than anyone else has, and ever will. Its dark. Its very dark. My eyes can't see an

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It was midnight when we spoke Of Valium dreams And tired eyes d r i f t e d to y a w n i n g hearts that wept softly in the night Remember how our thoughts reverberated Softly through the floorboards s u n k to the unknown world below Our blue pill world hidden quiet Like a separate sort of heaven Or a floating hell Our tired eyes .spoke. volumes that night ---- Pain waved off your gentle frame I held your weary mind until The morning sun b r o

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Sep 10, 1994
New Zealand
Deviant for 16 years
www.youtube.com/user/DigitalFoxGirl
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Current Residence: Under a rock in Paraparaumu
Favourite genre of music: Alternative And Punk
Favourite photographer: Tyler Chadston
MP3 player of choice: iPod Nano 3rd Gen
Favourite cartoon character: Does Axel Count?
Personal Quote: I Am Not Dr. Spock. Get Over It!

Favourite Movies

Juuuno!

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Paramore, Fiona Liddell

Favourite Writers

Derek Landley

Favourite Games

Kingdom Hearts

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LeFuax

Nov 21, 2010

hey.

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you guy's are pretty fly. jussayin'. in other news, anyone up to harbouring a fred in mid january?

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LeFuax

Sep 9, 2010

happyyyyyy.

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got myself way to happy too fast and passed out a few minutes ago, only to wake to a phone call from mahs <3 I'LL PRETEND IT'S MY BIRTHDAY PRESENT? :D? butchyeah. getting quadskates for my birthday, which is getting me off the raaailllssss happy.

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LeFuax

Aug 26, 2010

so to recap

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 - dropped out asides from elective subjects. - have a brain lesion, but happily isn't gonna kill me. - face is kinda fucked from homophobes. - fully out, to everyone, as a transkid. - have a great boyfriend. - modelling as a more-than-part-time-less-than-full-time job, mostly in the lgbt community. - have horrendous amounts of debt. - taken androgyns, hate puberty more than ever. - can't go to geddon, partly cos of my lesion, partly cos of mom. - taken up jamskating as new hobby. - got a mohawk, got kicked outta home for it for a while. - dropped to 52kg. - is still, really, fucking, happy. thats whats been up wth me lately. fi